Daily Archives: August 4, 2017


and teeter-tottering back and forth between SANITY and “IN”SANITY… every second; of Every Minute; of EVERY HOUR; OF  E-V-E-R-Y-  S-I-N-G-L-E  D-A-Y!!!  :/  UGH!!!  NO WONDER “LIFE IS SO DIFFICULT”!!!  Hhhmmm…think, Think, THINK…

DISTRACTION ALERT!!!  DISTRACTION ALERT!!!  It is 5:29 a.m. here in bright and sunny “Jill-ville (my mind),” folks!!!  And, for “SOME” reason…???…???…???…I canNOT quit singing Johnny Cash’s song, “I WALK THE LINE,” from way, Way, WAY back in 1958.  :/  (Pppsssttt…I wasn’t even born yet!!!)  :/  :/

So… back on topic:  I DO feel as though I am currently walking that very, Very, VERY thin line between SANITY –> “IN”SANITY!!!  TEETER-TOTTERING BACK  <–> FORTH AS I GO…and singing/[laughing] ALL the way…HEY!!!  (Pppsssttt…and that’s from “JINGLE BELLS”)  :/

Things ARE  happening…ALL AROUND ME, folks.  Right Here.  RIGHT NOW!!!  At home, “TEAM ALLEN”.  At work, “TEAM MCNRC”.  At church, “TEAM ABC” ( Anastasia Baptist Church).  In the neighborhood, “TEAM LEE DRIVE/OCEAN WALK” subdivision.  And out in the community, “TEAM ST. AUGUSTINE, FL”!!!  WOO-WHOOOOOO!!!  God’s BLESSINGS are so, So, SO plentiful.  Thank-You, Jesus, for these currently, “OPEN” eyes that are allowing me to “WITNESS” and enjoy them!!!  DOUBLE WOO-WHOOOOOO, WOO-WHOOOOOO!!!  “PRAISE JESUS!!!”  Hhhmmm…think, Think, THINK…

I seriously have had to consciously tame my inner hyper-manic mood via actual “SELF”-talk.  NO KIDDING, folks, by frequently telling my“SELF”: SELF, You’ve GOT to calm-down”!!!  Yep, and I even mentioned my current manic state to a trusted “TEAM BLUE”-mate at work this past week.  Oh yeah, “I”…am STRUGGLING yet again, folks!!!  But in a good, Good, GOOD manner.  Right Here.  RIGHT NOW!!!  UGH!!!  :/  Another “DISTRACTION ALERT!!!  DISTRACTION ALERT!!!”.

And I’ll bet ya’ll guessed it:  I NOW canNOT quit singing Chris Tomlin’s song, “Good, Good Father”.  And…???…???…???… I’m soundin’ pretty “GOOD” too (here in “JILL’S WORLD”)!!!  WOO-WHOOOOOO!!!  Just sayin’  😉

I am so, So, SO consciously aware of this current up-hill swing “WE” (Jesus Christ, “JC” and ME, “CJ”-Crazy Jill) are taking on this “CRAZY COASTER RIDE” of “LIFE,” folks.  I just “HOPE” I will be able to hang on tight and…???…???…???… ENJOY THE RIDE!!!  While it lasts!!!  WOO-WHOOOOOO!!!

I now need to ready my“SELF” for heading over to get 2 new tires and have my “MOMMA MOBILE,” van brakes checked, folks.  Those mountains in NC sure did a number on our mini-van during TEAM ALLEN’S family vaca last week!!!  OUCH!!!  🙁  Ooohhhhhh…but  we had fun, Fun, FUN…;)  ’til [our] daddy took the t-bird away-ay-ay!!!   Yep…THE BEACH BOYS!!!  I just love, Love, LOVE to sing (inside my-own-“SELF’S” mind), folks!!!  And yep…I’M SOUNDIN’ PRETTY GOOD TOO!!!  Just sayin’!!!  😉


P.H.P., folks.  People Helping People…to survive “LIFE”.

Give the BEST of yourself for “JUST” today…”EVERY” day!!!