and teeter-tottering back and forth between SANITY and “IN”SANITY… every second; of Every Minute; of EVERY HOUR; OF E-V-E-R-Y- S-I-N-G-L-E D-A-Y!!! :/ UGH!!! NO WONDER “LIFE IS SO DIFFICULT”!!! Hhhmmm…think, Think, THINK…
DISTRACTION ALERT!!! DISTRACTION ALERT!!! It is 5:29 a.m. here in bright and sunny “Jill-ville (my mind),” folks!!! And, for “SOME” reason…???…???…???…I canNOT quit singing Johnny Cash’s song, “I WALK THE LINE,” from way, Way, WAY back in 1958. :/ (Pppsssttt…I wasn’t even born yet!!!) :/ :/
So… back on topic: I DO feel as though I am currently walking that very, Very, VERY thin line between SANITY –> “IN”SANITY!!! TEETER-TOTTERING BACK <–> FORTH AS I GO…and singing/[laughing] ALL the way…HEY!!! (Pppsssttt…and that’s from “JINGLE BELLS”) :/
Things ARE happening…ALL AROUND ME, folks. Right Here. RIGHT NOW!!! At home, “TEAM ALLEN”. At work, “TEAM MCNRC”. At church, “TEAM ABC” ( Anastasia Baptist Church). In the neighborhood, “TEAM LEE DRIVE/OCEAN WALK” subdivision. And out in the community, “TEAM ST. AUGUSTINE, FL”!!! WOO-WHOOOOOO!!! God’s BLESSINGS are so, So, SO plentiful. Thank-You, Jesus, for these currently, “OPEN” eyes that are allowing me to “WITNESS” and enjoy them!!! DOUBLE WOO-WHOOOOOO, WOO-WHOOOOOO!!! “PRAISE JESUS!!!” Hhhmmm…think, Think, THINK…
I seriously have had to consciously tame my inner hyper-manic mood via actual “SELF”-talk. NO KIDDING, folks, by frequently telling my“SELF”: “SELF, You’ve GOT to calm-down”!!! Yep, and I even mentioned my current manic state to a trusted “TEAM BLUE”-mate at work this past week. Oh yeah, “I”…am STRUGGLING yet again, folks!!! But in a good, Good, GOOD manner. Right Here. RIGHT NOW!!! UGH!!! :/ Another “DISTRACTION ALERT!!! DISTRACTION ALERT!!!”.
And I’ll bet ya’ll guessed it: I NOW canNOT quit singing Chris Tomlin’s song, “Good, Good Father”. And…???…???…???… I’m soundin’ pretty “GOOD” too (here in “JILL’S WORLD”)!!! WOO-WHOOOOOO!!! Just sayin’ 😉
I am so, So, SO consciously aware of this current up-hill swing “WE” (Jesus Christ, “JC” and ME, “CJ”-Crazy Jill) are taking on this “CRAZY COASTER RIDE” of “LIFE,” folks. I just “HOPE” I will be able to hang on tight and…???…???…???… ENJOY THE RIDE!!! While it lasts!!! WOO-WHOOOOOO!!!
I now need to ready my“SELF” for heading over to get 2 new tires and have my “MOMMA MOBILE,” van brakes checked, folks. Those mountains in NC sure did a number on our mini-van during TEAM ALLEN’S family vaca last week!!! OUCH!!! 🙁 Ooohhhhhh…but we had fun, Fun, FUN…;) ’til [our] daddy took the t-bird away-ay-ay!!! Yep…THE BEACH BOYS!!! I just love, Love, LOVE to sing (inside my-own-“SELF’S” mind), folks!!! And yep…I’M SOUNDIN’ PRETTY GOOD TOO!!! Just sayin’!!! 😉
GO TEAM!!! WE’RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER!!!
P.H.P., folks. People Helping People…to survive “LIFE”.
Give the BEST of yourself for “JUST” today…”EVERY” day!!!
ALL GLORY BE TO GOD!!! AMEN.