Daily Archives: January 7, 2016

OH GOD, HOW I NEED YOU NOW

BAM!!!  I have been struggling…AGAIN, folks!!!  “LIFE IS SURE DIFFICULT!!!”…RIGHT NOW…WITHIN MYSELF!!!  Negative thoughts and emotions are stirring up turmoil that keep me on edge.  I find myself shouting at Satan to:  “BACK OFF!!!  MY GOD’S GREATER THAN YOU!!!”  Yet I still struggle with so, So, SO many negativities.  BAM!!!  PLEASE BE GONE!!!  “HELP” me, Lord.  Help save me from my “SELF”…AGAIN!!!

Yep, old patterns are returning to haunt me.  I struggle…DAILY.  The anger and resentment that creeps in about “LIFE” and its “UNFAIRNESS” threatens to make my life REAL DIFFICULT!!!  IN ALL AREAS!!!  My “CONCERNS” (complaints) appear to be “GENERAL”.  About EVERY one and EVERY thing!!!  :/   I, somehow, appear to have wrapped myself in a black robe of self-righteousness.  It is VERY UGLY.  AND VERY HEAVY!!!  UGH!!!    Hhhmmm…think, Think, THINK…

ANOTHER difficult day, folks.  Forgive me, Father.  I have sinned yet again.  Please “HELP” me, Lord, to pick my “SELF” up and to move forward in the RIGHT direction with eyes that are open while seeking to “HELP” teammates survive LIFE.    Fill me with Your LOVE, PEACE AND KINDNESS as I ready myself to begin, yet, another beautiful day that You have made.  And Please HELP me to be glad and rejoice in it.  In Jesus’ name I pray.  AMEN. 

ALL GLORY BE TO GOD!!!  AMEN.