“MGO” (May God Offer) INSTEAD of “OMG” (Oh My God).  MGO, folks!!!  Chris and I took a quick little trip down memory lane this weekend and I just thought I’d share, Share, SHARE…some of my previous dysfunction with you all.  :/  I CANNOT BELIEVE I’M SHARING THIS ABOUT MYSELF, but strap yourself in!!!  WE’RE TAKING ANOTHER TRIP…to Jill’s OLD world!!!

THOSE DREADED PILLOWS!!!  OH, HOW I HATED CHRIS’ “BEDMATES”!!!  “PILLOWS”!!!  LOTS OF PILLOWS!!!  Regular-sized.  King-sized.  EVEN full-length BODY pillows!!!  WHAT???!!!???!!!???!!! Yep, I admit it, folks.  I’m embarrassed, but I must admit that…I WAS JEALOUS OF CHRIS’ PILLOWS!!!

Hhhmmm…I was reminded of those crazy days as I awoke from a nap this weekend…cuddling Chris’ pillow!!!  WHAT???!!!???!!!???!!!  PLEASE…SAY IT ISN’T SO!!!  I am NOT kidding, folks.  I thought Chris was the pillow I was cuddling, affectionately…UNTIL I leaned over, puckered up and looked straight into that dreaded…PILLOW!!!  Aaahhhhhh!!!  Chris and I both got a chuckle out of that one!!!

Now, Chris has ALWAYS liked to “HUG” his pillows.  He  B-E-A-R  HUGS… those pillows!!!  No kidding.  He snuggles up to them and cuddles with them!!!  Oh, how I HATED those dreaded pillows…BACK IN THE DAYS of my mental illness.  Yep, my “MENTAL ILLNESS”.  “I”… was mentally ill…for 42 years of my life!!!  A ticking time-bomb… waiting to EXPLODE!!!  I remember how VERY close I came to exploding…more than just a few times, folks.  Now, “THAT” is scary!!!

Thank you, Jesus!!!  For knocking, And Knocking, AND KNOCKING numerous times.  I finally opened the door and let You in…AFTER ALL THOSE YEARS.  YEARS…of struggling.  YEARS…of searching.  FOR YOU, Heavenly Father.  It feels so GOOD to be headed “HOME”…in the “RIGHT” direction.  “RIGHT???”  RIGHT!!!

And I’m proud to report that I NO longer struggle with Satan’s lies that encouraged such “CRAZY” jealousy of non-living…???…???…??? PILLOWS!!!??!!!???!!!???  “LIFE HAS SURE BEEN DIFFICULT,” folks.  But GOD IS GOOD…ALL THE TIME!!!  ALL THE TIME…GOD IS GOOD!!!  HALLELUJAH!!!  AMEN.


P.H.P., folks.  People Helping People.

Give the BEST of yourself for “JUST” today…“EVERY” day!!!