Daily Archives: August 29, 2015

MY FEAR WITHIN…

= A FEAR OF LOSING GOD.  Hhhmmm…think, Think, THINK…

“I like the path I’m on.”  I’m scared of those things that may lead me astray.  I’m scared to rely on “MY” wants.  “MY” needs.  “MY” desires.  As “THEY” (my wants, needs and desires)...ARE NOT MY OWN.  Something, somewhere… “Out there”…or deep within my “SELF” controls what I “think” I want, I need, or I desire.  “IT”…is NOT my “SELF”.

Recognizing who or what is influencing  my thoughts at any moment is getting easier as my FAITH in Jesus Christ grows.  I am, however, VERY susceptible to the traps set by Satan to veer me off my current path.  “I like the path I’m on,” folks, no matter how difficult it may be at times.  Jesus is my Lord and Savior.  Jesus is my One and Only…FOREVER.

Blogging is an avenue through which I wish to share “My Spiritual Life Journey” with those who wish to read and follow.  I’ve had ideas for expansion of numberoneteam.net so that I may be able to touch the lives of, “OTHERS”…out there…“SOMEWHERE”.  Hhhmmm…think, Think, THINK…

So, who are those “others” I want to touch???  “Where” are they???  Hhhmmm…am I by-passing  lives right here while searching for those lives…out there???  SOMEWHERE???  How do I get “THERE” from “HERE”???  Aaahhhhhh!!!  I’m entering the “JILL ZONE,” folks!!!  Which leads STRAIGHT to “JILL’S WORLD!!!  :/  DOUBLE Aaahhhhhh, Aaahhhhhh!!!

The lives I have ALWAYS felt that I need to touch are…???…???…??? “OUT THERE”… “SOMEWHERE”.  I am NOT, however, equipped enough to go out there…SOMEWHERE… seeking random lives to touch.  So…“I HAVE DECIDED” to plant myself, FIRMLY, within Anastasia Baptist Church(ABC).  WHAT!!!???!!!???!!!???  OH NO…ANOTHER JINGLE, folks!!!  :/  Yep, God just hit the play/sing button…AGAIN!!!  DOUBLE   :/    :/

“I have decided to follow Jesus.  I have decided to follow Jesus.  I have decided to follow Jesus.  No turning back.  No turning back.”  😉

We, the Allen family, have been members at Anastasia Baptist Church here in St. Augustine, FL for 12+ years now!!!  Pastor Walter has been so instrumental in “HELPING” to identify this “JOURNEY” I’ve been traveling for…???…???…???.. a LIFETIME!!!  Yep…traveling, Traveling, TRAVELING.  Ever so slowly.  OUCH!!!  Yep, still “TURTLE SLOW,” but “TURTLE STEADY.” @ numberoneteam.net.  :/  The tortoise ALWAYS wins, right???  RIGHT!!!  😉

  Wish me luck, folks.  I have a meeting at Anastasia Baptist Church on Mon., 8/31/15 to “HELP” plant roots deeper within our church family for proper growth of my faith and knowledge to occur.  I am scared.  But excited.  “For I can do everything through Christ who gives me strength.”  Philippians 4:13  

GO TEAM!!!  WE’RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER!!!

P.H.P., folks.  People Helping People.

Give the BEST of yourself for “JUST” today…”EVERY” day!!!

ALL GLORY BE TO GOD!!!  AMEN.