Daily Archives: August 21, 2014


I KNOW there is a previous post very similar to this one.  Not real sure where OR when, but it is… SOMEWHERE… back there in a previous post.  “IT” discusses how our inner turmoil might eat away at us for so long that perhaps it eventually reveals itself as an outward symptom.  As a “sickliness” that is never diagnosed by medical professionals.  An actual illness.  An actual disease, etc., etc., etc…???…???…???

Today, Wed., 8/20/14 has been a bit “OFF”.  Work started earlier than usual for me.  I needed a nap as soon as I returned home and I just recently awoke, 6:45 pm-ish.  Hhhmmm… while lying in bed thinking…praying…thinking more… and praying more,  the above idea simply smacked me right up-side my head!!!  While I was just lying there thinking and praying… peacefully.          BAM!!!…“THE DARKNESS WITHIN”….DOUBLE BAM, BAM!!!

 Perhaps our “INNER TURMOIL” is displayed outwardly as a perceived medical symptom.  “PERHAPS”… that inner turmoil plagues someone long enough that it manifests itself in the development of an actual, fatal disease.  What do YOU think???  Is this possible or NOT???  Hhhmmm… let us also apply this to outward actions…

Doesn’t “INNER TURMOIL” also result in the ability of individuals to act out in evil manners???  To take revenge. To “right” a “wrong”.  WOW!!!  “THIS”… is DEEP, folks.  “INNER TURMOIL”… is BAD.  BAD + BAD = MORE BAD.  DOUBLE WOW, WOW!!!  Wait!!!   Isn’t “THIS” another one of those things that we already know???  And “IF” we already know this then what can we do about it???…???…???

LET IT GO!!!  Give ALL of your “negatives” unto the Lord.  God is waiting to hear from ALL of us.  “LIFE IS DIFFICULT,” folks.  FOR EVERYBODY, EVERYWHERE.  We are ALL given ample opportunities to follow Jesus.  Ample need to seek His guidance…  His light to “H.E.L.P.” us through the darkness.

I accept negative comments against my posting and I approve ALL of them for other readers to view, as well.  Please realize that I seek no harm to anyone.  This blog is simply a compilation of experiences, thoughts, and opinions of a life I have been “STRUGGLING” to survive for many years (Pppsssttt… I will be turning “50” in October!!!)  :/

This blog takes us through “MY” journey.  My journey of “LIFE” which I now realize is also “MY” journey of “FAITH”.  Take from it what you may… and leave the rest…  “LEAVE IT ALL”… if desired.

Have a blessed day.  (Pppsssttt… Team Allen [my family] LOVES the restaurant “CHICK-FIL-A”!!!)  GO TEAM “CHICK-FIL-A”!!!  😉

Give the BEST of yourself for “JUST” today… “EVERY”… day!!!


P.H.P., folks.  People Helping People.


Psalm 18:28; Ephesians 6-9;  Proverbs 15:26; Leviticus 19;17