Daily Archives: August 3, 2014

“MY” FLIGHTINESS…

WOW!!!  I FINALLY “GET IT,” folks!!!  “I”… have been such an “analyzer” of everything…within MY OWN MIND… for as long as I can remember!!!  “EVERYTHING”… MEANS   “S-O-M-E-T-H-I-N-G”… TO ME, “Jill “!!!  In “Jill’s World”!!!  DOUBLE WOW, WOW!!!

I have missed so much of everyday “LIFE” due to my obsession with seeking to identify the “hidden” meaning of such things as actions, words, expressions, etc., etc., etc.  “THIS”… is why I have appeared so oblivious to obvious things around me… A.K.A.:  “FLIGHTY”!!!

I grew up in a family that did not “talk” about…???… hurtful…???… difficult…???… sinful…???… “THINGS”.  We kept horrible “SECRETS” hidden deep, Deep, D-E-E-P within.  Shameful.  Embarrassing.  Depressing…EVIL… “THINGS”… were hidden away.  Buried deep within.  NEVER to be DISCUSSED, yet those “THINGS” DESTROYED so, so MANY LIVES (of relatives)…along their journeys through “LIFE” while simply seeking to “SURVIVE”… “IT” (LIFE).  Hhhmmm… makes ya think, huh?

So ya see, I became obsessed with analyzing the “little” things in order to discover their hidden meaning.  EVERYTHING MEANT SOMETHING… To “ME”.  To “Jill”.  In “Jill’s World”.  Therefore, I did not even notice or pay attention to the obvious things.  The obvious things did not matter.

As a previous pessimist, the little things I dissected within my mind ALWAYS had a negative “HIDDEN” meaning.  SOMETHING “BAD”… ABOUT “ME”!!!  SHUT-UP, Jill!!!  “I”… am serious, folks!!!  No wonder I was so depressed for so much of my life!!!  Aaahhh!!!  “DEPRESSED”… yep… but I didn’t KNOW that I was depressed.  “MY” depression appeared as “ANGER”.  “I”… was a “FIGHTER”!!!  And “I”… FOUGHT TO W-I-N, folks!!! 

YEA “ME,” RIGHT???  WRONG!!!  I was NEVER happy when angry.  Actually… I was quite MISERABLE!!!  Hhhmmm… Did you know that it is IMPOSSIBLE to be happy when you’re angry???  Oh, yea!!!  ANOTHER GREAT OBSERVATION!!!  Made by “ME”.   “Jill”… in “Jill’s World“!!!  😉  HA!!!  DOUBLE HA, HA!!!  Negative is associated with Satan, folks.  Please do not allow yourself to get stuck in the “NEGATIVE”.

Look for and FIND the POSITIVE in EVERY situation, folks.  IT IS THERE!!!  Can’t find “IT”???  Then look to Jesus.  HE will GUIDE you “TO IT”… “IF”… YOU WILL FOLLOW…

GO TEAM!!!  WE’RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER!!!

P.H.H., folks.  People Helping People.

Please give the BEST of yourself for “JUST” today… “EVERY” day!!!

ALL GLORY BE TO GOD!!!  AMEN!!!