5:30 am, ET Fri. 5/31/13. I invite you to join me on another adventure to “MY WORLD”…
HERE are my exact words, as scribbled on a sheet of paper early that morning:
“OH NO. I feel [the] need to scream…”I’m coming home”! [I] Think I am very happy as tears roll down my face. [I] have to call Walter West…AGAIN. I think I may be dying. Is this crazy??? THIS IS REALLY CRAZY! This is [the] 2nd time in my life when I’m questioning death…What does this mean??? I need guidance
~5:30 am Fri, 5/31/13
LEAD and I shall follow…”
WOW!!! That is EXACTLY what I felt in the early hours of that Fri. morning, 5/31/13. I can remember crying so hard…but feeling so HAPPY!!! I, evidently, feared…yet welcomed…my apparent death. When ? Where? How? NOW??? I was saddened to think I “might” be dying…soon…er than desired, however I was crying “HAPPY” tears. “I’M COMING HOME!!!”
I cannot explain to you the DEEP, DEEP EMOTIONS, flooding every minuscule cell of my entire body! I, truly, believed that I was dying at that exact moment. I DID telephone Pastor Walter West and leave a message on his church answering machine THAT EARLY AT THAT EXACT MOMENT!!! (I am certain that he must have thought to himself: “Yep, that lady IS CRAZY!!!” 😉…
I spend ALOT of time, as you all know, in my own little world inside my over-active mind. That time during my life was VERY
DIFFICULT!!! The “GOOD NEWS,” however??? I’M ALIVE!!! And Living each day to better myself while glorifying God!!! AMEN!!!
So, what do I now think about that early Fri. morning back on May 31, 2013? Well, I was crying, but they were happy tears as I “wanted” to scream: “I’M COMING HOME!!!” Folks, I believe that it was all due to my steadily growing FAITH! I DO BELIEVE!!! AND I CAN NOW STATE: “YES!!! PRAISE JESUS!!! I KNOW THAT I WILL BE GOING TO HEAVEN” upon my exit from this earth!!! Thus, I WILL THEN BE… “COMING HOME”!!!